Few words...

It started, with the memories of loss of a person who i thought would never say bye. Then it went a bit further, in a pretty lousy manner it was really hard seeing my hopes of success almost die. Along came the summer, brought me back home was introduced to a 'professional' world where new people said hi. I got back to college, rains washed away my fears,my tears hope began to glisten again and i was ready to look into the sky. By the year end, things had improved quite a bit found a new friend to talk to to whom I just couldn't lie. Staring into the new year, I feel my goals are a bit more clear i can do a lot more than to look back and just cry.

 “I don’t repeat the same mistakes again”…. It is quite obvious, why would someone repeat the same mistakes again? But the problem is- it happens, more often than not, at least with me.  Sometimes, I get so influenced by the benefits I see in the present that the evident long-term repercussions of my doings seem trivial, they seem like the things which can be dealt with ‘when the time comes’. But they never are…. And once ‘the time comes’, I’m left longing for a time machine to go back in time and set things right.  I think “If I had an actual feel of this condition of mine back then… I would not have done the things the way I did”…. The question which keeps buzzing our minds is: ‘Am I doing the right thing?’ This stirs in me a thought, a wild wish which goes something like “Please god, give me an actual glimpse of my future, short as it may be, but please, let me have a taste of what’s coming if I continue living life the way I am right now.” Perhaps that is why some of us are so obs

Things change.... I realise this as i grow up, for the better, i always hope... people come ... and people go, affecting my life, in every possible way... Events occur... far too many of them, some bad,some good, changing the way i look at life... Fact is... there is a constant, the love in my heart, which i try not to wear out... Life goes on... as does time, synonymous with the tide, which waits for none... I am changin... as i move with that tide, for the better, i always hope...

Ok, so this post is dedicated to all those who've not talked to their old friends since a long long time.....  ज़िन्दगी की राहें  अगर आगे कभी मिली to तुमसे हंस के मिलेंगे  और कहेंगे   शायद तुम्हे जानते थे |  शायद तुम मेरे करीब थे  या शायद मैं औरों से दूर था  शायद मेरा साथ तुम्हे अच्छा लगता था  या शायद मैं तुम्हारी बातों का कायल था ... क्या हुआ था  ये मैं समझ नहीं पाया  क्यूँ दूर हुए हम  ये भी जान नहीं पाया.... मुझे लगा कि तुम कुछ देर रुकोगे  चलता गया मैं ये सोच कर  कि थोड़ी ही देर में फिर मिलोगे  पर ये हो न सका  शायद तुम भी यही सोच कर   एक नयी राह पे चले गए  देर हो गयी जब तक पता चला  कि तुम्हारा साथ मुझे मिल न सका  ज़िन्दगी भी आगे बढती गयी  और वो हम दोनों से कुछ तेज़ चली  हम खो गए अपनी ही ज़िन्दगी में  पर ये उम्मीद अभी भी करते हैं  ज़िन्दगी की राहें  अगर आगे कभी मिली तो  तुमसे हंस के मिलेंगे  और कहेंगे   शायद तुम्हे जानते थे |